May is back and we're refreshing ourselves with a life-affirming solo conversation! Trigger warning: we discuss suicide throughout this episode so if that is a no-go for you, don't listen and we'll see you next week. May tells us about her ups (sunshine!) and downs (panic attacks!) while she was away in Los Angeles and we lament the price of Macbook computers and Madewell clothing. We also talk about grief versus depression, why wearing your halloween costume every day is a perfectly normal choice, and how to actually do what we always preach which is FIND YOUR PEOPLE! We love you and reach out with any questions or tips or thoughts at crazyinbedpodcast@gmail.com or @crazyinbedpod on Instagram.